Friday, September 28, 2012

Taking Things For Granted

It's amazing how many things we all take for granted. For instance, being able to raise your arm without worrying about what people might think. Or maybe getting a shower on your own. Perhaps even standing, walking, or laying down.

You see, I have to deal with those things on a daily basis thanks to Hidradenitis Suppurativa. Everyday, I'm in pain and there's no end in sight. With there being no cure, I don't have high hopes. I can't raise my arms past my shoulder some days and merely sitting on the couch brings me discomfort. I have to have my mom help me get showers because I can't wash my hair thanks to my arms. I'm even embarrassed to go out in public, afraid of what people might think.

It's happened before you know. My co-workers and friends talked about me behind my back when they thought I couldn't hear. I wish they would've just come to me instead of gossiping. But that's people for you.